clarity

<king> I've been thinking a lot about my life, lately. Where I want it to go, what I want to do, things like that. One of the manifestations of my anxiety disorder is that I get easily overwhelmed, and I don't take the time I need to reset. I push myself. I sign up for…

why EHS failed me, part two: of names and numbers

<king> welcome back, listeners. hope everything is going well in all y'all's lives. i'm currently eating lucky charms out of the box because i'm a mature adult with a credit card and bad impulse control. sorry mom  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ anyways. let's get started. i've been going back and forth with a bunch of people on the Eye…

why EHS failed me, part one

<king> now, i want to make it clear from the very beginning that there are three teachers at Evergreen High School that are exempt from my - for lack of a better word - wrath. Mrs. J. W., Mr. G. C., and Mr. C. B. They know who they are. Hopefully. Alright. Let's get started.…

on bullet journals and the price of aesthetic

<king> i've started a bullet journal. now, this isn't anything new - i've tried (and failed) to start bullet journals in the past, but i was always caught up in the ~aesthetic~ of it all. i'd spend time drawing banners and mood trackers and habit trackers, and then i'd never actually... use it. that kind…

hi my name is anxiety

<king> lmao for some reason that's so funny to me. Hi! My name is... anxIETY. i WORRY. about EVERYTHING. and i'm AWESOME at it. on the blogosphere, i go by king, but darn if I don't feel like Miss Anxiety at least 99.7% of the time. and I don't like to capitalize the first letters…